Friday, July 9, 2010

Stability and the fall

You're tearing us apart. Don't you get it? You think you're doing right but really.. Is keeping us apart right? You're making us so distant, so far from each other.. Emotionally. It's one thing to protect and it's another to restrain. It's not fair, why is it always that once I have something stable in my life.. It goes away. My seeing him was my stability.. Our relationship was my stability.. Something that I could count on if anything went wrong to be there when I fall. Now it is the fall, so tell me, what happens when your stability is the fall? What's there to catch you?Who's there to catch you?

Thursday, July 8, 2010

In your arms

6:01. 6:02. 6:03.. Damn. I need to sleep. But I can't. Since when can I ever? Since when do I ever? I lay here, staring blankly into space.. All night long. I just wish I could get away right now. To that place.. That one safe-haven.. Away from this whole world where nothing can harm me, anger me, annoy me, depress me, nothing. Where I have no troubles. No worries. No regrets. No fears. No insecurities. Where I can feel nothing but you. Nothing but love. Nothing but joy. Nothing but security and warmth. The only place I ever want to be, in your arms.